I love that feeling of complete emptiness. I lived for so many years in fear of being trapped and having that starving/headache feeling and having no food to eat so I was always over stuffed my face to make sure I was never empty. Constantly overeating, stuffing my face, hiding food, hording things, just so I would never have to be without but now I live for the empty dizzy feeling.
It’s kind of sick but I feel so powerful and in control when my stomach is empty and I feel a little dizzy. I know I can eat at anytime but I choice to not because it’s my goal to remain skinny. Skinny is perfect. Skinny is control. Skinny is my Disneyland.
My only issue with this feeling is sometimes I just can’t think fast enough. My brain just doesn’t want to work as fast. I guess I’m getting a little dumber. LOL
Does this happen to anyone else?
