Some may say time away from blogging is good but for me it was the opposite. Time has been BAD
very very bad for me. Where do i start, lets just throw out there 15 pounds extra. Woah! I know 15 pounds. it makes me want to die!!

So i started a diet two weeks ago. I signed up for weight watchers online in a moment of weakness. Not really sure why i decided to pay $60 for 3 months when i could just use
http://www.caloriecount.about.com/ or
http://www.loseit.com/ for free but i jumped right back into logging every little thing i put in my gully. I hit the gym 6 days a week (took sunday off) and did major cardo and strength training. Monday April 4 will be two weeks and i'm down ONLY 3 pounds :-(.

Summer is coming so its time for
DRASTIC MEASURES. I did research and I'm trying drugs. I just ordered Phentrol online because my doctor won't write me a prescription because she said I'm not obese. Figures!! So i ordered two month supply online. AND i'm going to start taking topamax again. I used it once before and i it really worked but my hair was falling out and i was afraid i would be bald if i kept taking it. Now i'm weighing the options....FAT or Bald...sorry but i'm choice a little baldness over being fat.
Call me crazy but i really need to lose these 15 pounds before the middle of may. So here is my quesitons...has anyone tried this combo?? Do you think i can lose 15pounds in a month?