Battle with the scale this morning and she won!!

I really wanted to step on the scale this morning but I was so scared to see that my weight went up that I just didn’t do it. I think the scale and I have an understanding sometimes. We both have come to an agreement that some days we just don’t meet up in the mornings in the bathroom because it destroys my day. She understands :-) she has been my partner for years, been with me threw many ups and downs LOL

The topamax is really helping me curb my appetite but last night I got caught in a situation where I had to eat. We went out for Mexican food with friends and I had planned on just ordering a garden salad and water but it didn’t work out as I had planned. My 1st problem arrived when I went to the bathroom and I came back and my husband had ordered me a margarita. OH BOY>>>HOLY CALORIES!!! My 1st failure of the night. I drank it all night….LOL one drink all night. Then instead of ordering a garden salad I ordered steamed vegetable because I thought it would be healthier then a garden salad with cheese but when my veggies arrived they were covered in cheese and butter :-( When did steamed mean butter & cheese ???? I didn’t want to make a big deal about it because we were with friends that are really chill and I didn’t want to be the bitch at the table.

I’ll weigh in tomorrow.
XOXO
K