Secrets

I wonder how often all the secrets I keep from the most important people in my life will catch up to me at once. I’m not lying all the time but I just choice to not disclose information that might be important to loved ones. I am so used to keeping it all bottled up inside and dealing with my feeling all on my own that I’m not ready to tell anyone my secrets. I’m not ready to release all the things that would make me feel vulnerable. Do you think that ever changes?? I’ve been like that my entire life up to this point and I really don’t see that ever changing.

The reason I’m asking….my husband is questioning me a lot! Everything is a question now? Why did you do that?? Where did you go? When did that happen?? How do you feel? I don’t understand??? Can you explain?? And I just want to SCREAM>>>>UGGGGUUHHHHHHHH Leave me alone!! Stop asking me a million questions.

Oh and the latest and greatest question? Did you eat?? Is that all you’re eating?? What is that medicine you’re taking?? All I want to say is….its my little secret

xoxo
K